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Too much.....
14:45 Jun 29 2010
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I have come to the conclusion that i consumed to much alcohol last week, no wonder i felt so shit over the weekend O_o I don't really want to drink again for a while but it's my boyfriends birthday on saturday so i shall be consuming some more....so i shall be having another bloody hangover *sigh*
I did it!!!!
18:25 Jun 25 2010
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I did it!!! I got my results from college yesterday and wow i was so shocked at how well i did :) i came out with near enough the top grade you can get! I felt like crying when my tutor told me my final grade, i felt so emotional i jut couldn't believe it. It just got me thinking of how i was going to drop out and all the time i missed at college when my nan passed away earlier this year, it was such a hard start to the year and i fell so behind at college but to come out an amazing grade it makes me feel so proud of myself!. My boyfriend, family and friends are all so proud aswell :)
I have worked so hard this past two years and now i have been rewarded, life is good right now....it is really good :)
A very good day indeed :)
12:05 Jun 22 2010
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Today is going to be a great day :) It's the day my short films get shown at the cinema i am so excited i can hardly wait! Seeing the work i have produced on the big screen it's a dream come true hehe! Then after were all off to a bar or pub to celebrate finishing college with my tutors and college friends. So like i said it's going to be a very good day indeed :)
The end.....
19:48 Jun 19 2010
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I have offically finished college! Damn it's crazy it doesn't seem like the end.....i didn't want to leave :( I am going to find out my results next thursday i am going to be sooooo nervous, i hope i get the grades i want!
The main thing i am going to miss is a certain someone.....he has gone to Camp America for like 3 months and as soon as he comes back he will be going to straight to London to uni, hope i get to see him before he does. :(
But tuesday is going to be amazing because it is our end of year show, all the films we have made get shown at the cinema! it is going to be one hell of a night, seeing my work on the big screen i couldn't wish for anything more :) Then after i will be going to celebrate with college friends......hmmm drunken times :)
Well that is all for now......
Stressed!
15:45 Jun 13 2010
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Still stressed to the max, only one week of college left i am just so worried i won't get everything done ugh......Got to push myself futher than ever before just to get through all the stuff i have to do. I can do it i know i can just have to focus and do my best!
Plus other things are irraitating me at the moment but i shall not mention them......
But on a very random note indeed this gingerbread man i am munching on right now it's so lovely :)
fading.......
20:44 Jun 08 2010
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hmm......yes i am alive :)
But honestly? things are so awful at the moment, i have so much stress on my shoulders it is unbelieveable :( I actually just want to curl up and hope everything will be ok and it will just fade away. But nope......i have until next friday to make everything right otherwise i most likely will be a complete utter failure :(
I swear there is no way in hell i can complete all the work i have left to do......i am so scared i will fail my course and i will have wasted the last 4 fucking years of my life just to come out with a nice big fat FAIL!
Oh fuck i swear i thought i could handle it but it is getting to much now, i am struggling to sleep just thinking about all the stuff i have to do.
Most of the stuff what has to be done is editing the 3 video projects me and my friend have done and unfortunatly i can't do this at home.....and there is nay enough time at college to do this, Nevermind all the written work i have to do O_o
There is so much weight on my shoulders i just need release from it all :(
So now i am numbing my mind with pointless screaming metal that you can't even hear the words to......i just know its about death and suicide...
Just sat here while my dreams are slowly fading futher and futher away.............
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TheDarkWolfman
14:47 Jun 29 2010
Just moderate what you drink...you don't have to drink as much as usual...just portions.
MorbidAngels15
14:49 Jun 29 2010
This is true, think the besy way is to pace myself on saturday take it slow...lol!
spookshow
18:49 Jun 29 2010
Oh the youth of today ;)
have one for me the old lady!
hope Rob has a great birthday :)